A Pathworker’s Blog

We say we love these materials, and yet time slips away and we find we have not bathed ourselves in them for any appreciable time.

…Why such pervasive fear in so much of my life, especially in these recent months? What is up? What is trying to get my attention?

… On Friday I had the opportunity to combine this idea in Pathwork with an idea of Ira Progoff in his Intensive Journaling work. …

Looking back at my life I have to scratch my head. … And it all felt so natural. Even successful. I had no idea that I was barely living. How could I know?

…when last night in a conversation with another leader he had an idea that would complicate my life and take time in my already-too-full schedule, I felt an “Oh shit” arise in me. …

As I work within our Sevenoaks community I sometimes feel my frustration rise, sometimes my rage striking out, and sometimes my sense of hopelessness.

…expressing my new awareness, awareness in that moment, of my fear of these beautiful people, fear of being truly myself with each one of them.

In this Mystery I check “knowing” in at the door.

This surprised me in a way because “God” has been such a trigger word for me for so long, sometimes consciously and most times unconsciously.

The point for me was to feel all my feelings, that feeling and living are one, and that feelings are where my incarnational lessons await me.