Robbed of knowing
A morning meditation experience. How am I experiencing God today? Now? This meditation time is God’s time. I enter the Mystery of God, of Life.
In this Mystery I check “knowing” in at the door. When I am thereby robbed of knowing, or rather, come to awareness that Mystery is beyond my knowing, awareness that in Mystery I can’t know, I realize that all I can do is be. Just be.
I notice that this is a relief, this letting go of having to know to be safe and secure. Somehow in letting go of knowing, or having to know, all that is left is Trust. I do not have a Plan B. Just Trust. Just Be. Just Breathe. Just Float.
I notice this spaciousness is fluid, this Now is fluid. There is no clinging to this Now, but rather I let this Now go and flow effortlessly into the next Now, and the next, and the next.
Perhaps I can bring curiosity to each of these Now moments. Perhaps robbed of knowing, KNOWING happens. Perhaps.