Archive for February 2016

… something had happened in the Monday session that shifted me. And I realized that I could not truly express exactly what had shifted or how things now were different from before. I was in an “I’m OK” feeling space.

…my inquiry turned to experiencing pleasure in the NOW, loving what is in the NOW, no matter what the “what is” is that I am to love.

I went on to share with Pat that I was in reaction to her input to me and that I felt “brutalized.”

…my feelings were opposite to Pat’s feelings, but both of us could be in our own feelings AND be curious about and supportive of the other’s feelings.

… I received the message from within to quiet my mind and feel the deep longing for the warmth of connection that lives within my soul.

…the following inquiry arose: Can I come to value the warmth of my connection with Pat?

I noticed a whiff of fear arise as I contemplated letting go of my mind and dropping into the abyss of the unknown – the abyss of my body and what my body holds in the way of unconscious knowing and feeling.

“Gary, you are blessed!” Such was the short sentence from my Pathwork Helper Moira Shaw in response to my sending her my most recent version of the Devotional Format of Pathwork Lecture #250 that I finished creating yesterday.