A Pathworker’s Blog

So what does nurture my psyche? What does the word nurture mean on a Soul level?

I smiled. I had thought this paragraph would begin differently. I thought it would say that as I advance on my spiritual path and make progress that more and more Joy, Peace, Fulfillment, and Serenity would come to me. Not so!

This is not depression, as I felt yesterday morning. Actually I feel grounded, but just very alone. It seems that the deeper I go into my well, the lonelier I get. Perhaps at some point I’ll drop into the underground stream of Oneness, Oneness with God and Oneness with the All.

This understanding, this Truth, was felt like a drop of water on my parched tongue. My spirits were lifted. My stagnation was prevented. I can give up my despair and hopelessness.

And yet this morning I awake in a mood of frustration, and if I allow myself to really feel into this rather than deny my feelings, I shall have to confess to momentary depression. What is this negativity all about in me?

I ask myself, … “Are you really committed to MAP and its ‘success,’ whatever that ‘success’ might be in the Plan of Salvation?” Right question!

“Where are my aims for self-expression and fulfillment stubbornly remaining unfulfilled?” What floats up immediately is my relationship with Sevenoaks, the Mid-Atlantic Pathwork (MAP) organization.

Let me pause a minute here. I am feeling my high energy in these realizations about what my spiritual path means to me. In short, my spiritual path is everything.

After being powerfully impacted by what came up in me in my Overflowing with Joy experience yesterday, I could not help but wonder if there might be applications in our Sevenoaks Pathwork Leadership community.

“My Cup Overflowerth!” The words were spontaneous and not at all on my list of topics to cover in my session…