Archive for December 2012

I am trying to settle into that energy of USness that you are experiencing. Can I let our USness be enough for me? Such a scary question for me.

This 2012 Christmas Day began with meditation followed by an extended and particularly intimate two-and-a-half-hour coffee time that we both accepted as the richest presents we could have given to each other.

Immediately I feel the terror in me arise when you lay this question on the table! You are inviting me to be here with you right now and fully.

… what is your vision for SDRC?” I was shocked at his question. I realized I had never thought about that question and had no sense of where I wanted SDRC to go.

I could recognize how so often I can still be identified with my separate self, my Lower Self, who gives an emphatic “No!” to words that suggest I am one with the Cosmos, one with God.

I am experiencing the abundant life on one level while, on another level and at the same time, I am still in my bitterness and resentment.

…groups are an interesting phenomenon, and they have always been an important part of my life for whatever reason.

Looking at my life and all the richness that has filled it I am quite amazed that this morning, when I let things settle down, I become aware that so much of my life has been painted against a backdrop of malaise, or sadness.

Let me further explore my own origins of bitterness, places where I gave up on life and on what I longed for in life and used my “giving up” to prove my case of victimhood and my belief that I would never get what I most longed for in life.

My Helper Session with Moira Shaw – Thursday 11/29/12 — Shared in honor of the wisdom that came through this session – like honoring a dream by writing it out; AND shared in love – Gary