Archive for March 2012

Today, March 29, 2012, begins a Sabbath for me, a time of rest and celebration. Yesterday I finished my six-year project of recording my readings of the body of 258 Pathwork Lectures – 204 hours of recorded Pathwork teachings.

Certainly, while it may have given me a habit or compulsion for meditating each day, it was not something I was really into or seemed to “get.”

Since my “highs” on Thursday, I have been in a downward spiral into confusion, lostness, depression, and anxiety.

While there are lots of things going on in my life and much of it positive though challenging, I’ve been noticing clouds of depression over me the past few days.

And then, later, I noticed a resistance to this notion of Spirit coming in from everyone!

An open letter to Pathwork practitioners, helpers, and teachers…

Seeing my resistance to simply trust, Moira challenged me as to what my honest response was to the question about the friendliness of the universe. I had to smile, seeing that my honest answer was outright disbelief that the universe was friendly and “on my side.”

As I sat in meditation this morning I became aware of my fear AND of feeling my fear of feeling my fear.

I shared with Pat that I noticed that I was full of energy and inspiration this morning. I had had a very full and satisfying day yesterday

In my meditation the morning after this rich incident more insights arose in me. I could see that I will not let this person see my Soul!