Archive for August 2011

I find myself in leadership roles frequently, and yet I wonder if leadership is part of my Essence manifesting or if my leadership is coming from some forcing place.

I notice my moods ride up and down with various people and various situations. Sometimes my interaction is smooth and effortless, joyful even. At other times my interactions are choppy, guarded, and defended.

I’ll remember Aunt Edna as one who planted seeds of attitude on this planet.

But actually I was not all that clear about all this leadership and my role in it. That was yet to unfold.

I struggle in my relationship with some people. I mean really struggle, so I know there is more going on than meets the eye.

…a way to be with one’s inner life is the human companioning that we, you and I, are together.

Usually I am nervous about leadership roles, concerned about what will happen, about doing a good-enough job. This often manifests a defense of over-preparing.

You said that when I put words in your mouth on my blog they are not your words but rather your words as seen through my filters.

…So how do you integrate experiences like breathwork — the experience you had Saturday with Regina and Andreas?

I felt fear around the conference call. As my helper has reminded me time and again, in fear I cannot access my channel to Spirit, I get blocked and even more nervous and anxious.