Archive for September 2010

…On a deeper level I realize that I block seeing myself as a loving person and block receiving love coming toward me.

There is a young man talking to an old man, and he asks the old man, “And did you get what you wanted from this life, even so?” He replied “I did.”

I have been listening to Pathwork lecture 213, The Spiritual and Practical Meaning of “Let Go, Let God.” The lecture is rich and strikes me at many levels, but a particular part of the lecture applies to where I am in my preparation for teaching…

We say we love these materials, and yet time slips away and we find we have not bathed ourselves in them for any appreciable time.

…Why such pervasive fear in so much of my life, especially in these recent months? What is up? What is trying to get my attention?

… On Friday I had the opportunity to combine this idea in Pathwork with an idea of Ira Progoff in his Intensive Journaling work. …

Looking back at my life I have to scratch my head. … And it all felt so natural. Even successful. I had no idea that I was barely living. How could I know?