Archive for July 2009

My surface emotions relate to, “Are the financials I provided to the team on Friday right?” “Oh my! If they are not I am bad.” “Will I be able to hold space for our Helper Group phone call today? If not, what will happen?”

My classmates seemed very skilled in stepping into practice Helper sessions, whereas I felt clumsy and just had to hold back. In the end I was comfortable sharing that I was concluding that Helpership was just not my gift.

… I now get that these positive and negative emotions are signals that my little separated ego is being approved or threatened.

I smile as I look at my spiritual journey. From birth I have jumped from one belief to another, figuring out what is “true,” only to be disillusioned

It is hard to contain the life force flowing through me in this moment. Feeling so alive! And where am I?